Born a loser. May die as one too, and I'm ok with that. If I can do just one thing...

I once thought I could capture the world. Driven by a need to be seen and a passion for being more then I was born into. I forced opportunity to bend my way. It's a great approach, unless you fail; which I did. Repeatedly. My failures humbled me. My immaturity blinded me. And my fears persuaded me to make both right and wrong decisions. Broken, I chose a path to end my life (twice) and now happily ever after is forfeit for me, and the only peace I'll meet in my afterlife will be one of non-existence. And yet, I find purpose. Happiness. And a path forward that was never clear before, but here it is.

I'm a complicated person, with a simple mindset. I have a complicated life, which isn't your burden. But I have experiences. A message and a presence to affect change. Follow me, as I release snippets into the one thing that motivates me now and is the only thing of real importance as I continue to grow into this new life that is finally, mine.