The four who pushed me; suicide.

This will be a longer running post broken up into multiple blogs over the course of the next 12 - 18 months. I'll warn you that it will be graphica as I detail the struggles from my own actions and wickedness four specific people displayed in pushing me to the worst times of my life.

Still. I hold no grudge and have forgiven them, though at least one continues to try to cause me harm. His words of "I will never stop hunting you," coupled with his crude email on my birthdays, news years and any random evening where he feels like dispelling his hate, devoting thouands of characters to frame that I am alone and a nobody is all that I really need to show for people to get a sense of his character.

As for the other three, I've been left alone by two of them and may just let bygones be bygones. We'll see though. Being truly honest when you've lied prior is a hard character flaw to shift from.

Going forward, my intent isn't to focus on them, nor will any of them be a large part of anything I say or do. But I know that my opinions and facts on each them will be brought up, because so many of you have asked how you can help me with retribution; which I find heartwarming, but revenge is cowardly and I'd rather not be that kind of person. With that said, you'll hear their names. You'll see the details and then I'll move on, and ask that you will as well. My story isn't about them. Though each of them contributed and used vial tactics to push me into suicide, my choices were my own and my life that I cherish and have now deserves better then reminders of their wickedness.

This will be an amazing 12 to 18 months of new growth for me. New friends. New experiences. And the warmth of current friends across this amazing world supporting me in a way I never knew possible.

New year. New me?... Who dis? (as the kids all say).

PS - as for one, I offered him a $1.512M settlement, you know who. He spit it in my face and mocked me further. This means we'll be back in court. The process here is quite interesting and we'll be documenting each step from the sheriffs involvment, garnishment procedures to all court proceedings. As I said, this will be an amazing 12-18 months and I will finally have the freedom and happiness I've been chasing for so long. Life has never felt so perfect, even in an imperfect situation and I love that.